I know that sometimes we have ups and downs. And I’m hard to deal with. I know that sometimes I’m in an impossible mood to get out of. But sometimes you’re really good at getting me out of them. I know that I’ll be sitting in class bored and thinking of bad thoughts. And then you’ll send me a picture of a cute puppy and tell me all the things you want to do with me. Even when something bad has happened to you, you will throw those feeling and thoughts behind if somethings wrong with me. If I’m sick you will ask how I am constantly. Even not sick, one of the first things you ask me each morning is how I’m feeling. If my mood isn’t good you will tell me jokes and the sweetest things to make me feel better. You will tell me to imagine a better place to be in and describe it in perfect detail. You write me the most amazing stories. Even though right now we cant be together, you will still ask me what I want to eat and exactly how I want. You try to make things better for me. You’re always thinking of me. You don’t let a day go by without letting me know how much you love and care for me. You tell me how beautiful I am when I look like a mess. In the most impossible situations with me where no one else would no what to say. You say the right thing. And you try to understand the best you can. When I fall asleep on the phone you kiss me goodnight and talk to me, even though I cant hear you. You make me dream and think good thoughts. You give me hope that it wont always be like this. You promise to make things better. I don’t know what I would do without you. I love you. More than anything. And I mean that. I’ve never loved anyone like I love you. We have this special thing between us that feels right. And I know I don’t want this feeling to go away. I’m so sorry for hurting you. I know you’ve forgiven me. But I’ll continue to say I’m sorry for as long as it takes. I can imagine saying this when I’m old. I realize the mistake I’ve made and I regret it more than anything. The sadest thing to me is that I’ve lost your trust. I’ve never had a persons trust. And I miss the feeling of yours. I feel like an awful person. I promise to never hurt you again. I promise to care for you and love you to the best of my ability. I just want you to know that I really do love you. And I hope you don’t think otherwise. You’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met in my life. I love you. And I think the world of you.

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